Falling To Pieces

And what a glorious glipse this is:

Sh, sha, shah, shattered  (shay-ooobey)

Did you ever study the subject Rock in the Bible?

The link below is to a cross reference if you would like to take a peek under that proverbial hood.

Rock Bible Cross Reference

Ponder this, if you will

“Every child born of woman says, I am! That is the fragmented rock. In the end, when the fragments gather together to form one being, you – wearing your face – will realize no one exists independent of your perception, for the world is contained within your own wonderful human imagination, and projected by you.” Neville Goddard

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Onward and upward to
Mr. Chris Cornell,
Mrs. TDS “Riff of the Day, Queen of all Metal” Davis,
Ben Graves,
D. & S. Winslow …,
C. Gilliam…. ” and every beloved one who passes passes through this valley of the shadow of death.

Fear no evil. Be still and know I am within you and you are within me. Imagine above all, in all, and  through all.

God is One.

BIG LOVE
lil’gini

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Josh D’Amore’

Stay awake because things are about to change, again.

__________________________

Today . . .

TODAY I call him Josh D’Amore’

He is my everything. In him I am complete, he takes me as I am. I need not change a single quark.   I in him and he in me, it’s a perfect kind of love.

romantic hotel room ideas for him

From the moment we met, I was dumbfounded. I couldn’t speak two intelligent words if my life depended on it. Which, by the way, it probably does. At any rate, I am bewitched, bothered, and bewildered, all the very things those old loves songs talk about, Beguiled, even. I was thrown off course while seeking my own way, trying to make things happen when he showed up. Now I am raptured, lifted to new heights in the glory that surrounds us, and it happened in the blink of an eye.

I mean, I’ve made love before but NEVER like this. His eyes say I am all encompassing pleasure, peace, and joy. In Him I know I can explore until I find the answers to my every secret desire. In him there is no condemnation, I am free, free to ask any question, and free to be anything I desire. I look him in the eye and his gaze utterly destroys me. I could not be more vulnerable and at the same time feel so safe. I trust in him. I have been brought low, low as I can bear go and now, today it seems I am on the rise.

Then, in walked doubt!!

So I ask him, am I your whore? or am I your wife?

He asks (and so do I),  Is there a difference?

Does it matter the masks that we wear? What roles we play?

Which lasts longer, a marriage by the law, or a marriage of grace and mercy?

A marriage of the spirit?

Whichever you choose, that I am and that I remain until you choose to change it.

We need not tell another soul if that is our agreed upon desired.

When they ask all we need say is love provides, keep love alive. Until the time comes when we declare our love together I will remain yours in the secret place saved for we two, alone.

My fellow mankind I beg of you: Until time ends and we are full keep feeding the better angels of our nature. Keep love in mind and raise your brother up, think better of one another.

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Here’s a good riddle:

Who Am I ?

How I love you!

Words fail to explain.

How I adore you!

Where actions speak.

Wear me like regal garb,

and give me a noble life.

I am the only one who is truly yours.

I belong to you, you decide who am I?

I was with you at the beginning

I am with you in the end

I  see through your eyes

I  hear your voice, you have only one voice

I gave it to you.

I will to love you in the evening

I will to love you in the morning, and I will to love you

in the night. Past, present, and future.

I am even now giving you my pledge to be faithful while remaining enraptured by the pleasure of your company.  Yes, it’s true,

For a moment I closed my eyes, for a moment I slept. Just now, just today, I awoke, and I said:  Today is the day I am with you, and for eternity we remain together. Time is no object, there is no object.

Objects:  lie or lay. I say both!

…And now abides, faith, hope, and love, but the greatest of these is love (That’s Bible folks. ).

It is finished, Choices and opinions remain ever expanding.

May we always choose to abide in love (1 Corinthians 13).

What part of you can not be lost?

Who do you say I am?

(my personal answer is one word. If you would like to know that word, just ask. )

BIG LOVE

lil’ gini

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PS –

Don’t worry my next glimpse is a little more … blue? racey? mmm, yeah, blue is good.

look for:  Your love is like __________

and other silly metaphors for love, lust, and fun.

OH and Happy Valentine’s day everyone. If you observe days like that. BIG LOVE

 

 

Josh D’Amore’

Stay awake because things are about to change, again.

__________________________

Today . . .

TODAY I call him Josh D’Amore’

He is my everything. In him I am complete, he takes me as I am. I need not change a single quark.   I in him and he in me, it’s a perfect kind of love.

romantic hotel room ideas for him

From the moment we met, I was dumbfounded. I couldn’t speak two intelligent words if my life depended on it. Which, by the way, it probably does. At any rate, I am bewitched, bothered, and bewildered, all the very things those old loves songs talk about, Beguiled, even. I was thrown off course while seeking my own way, trying to make things happen when he showed up. Now I am raptured, lifted to new heights in the glory that surrounds us, and it happened in the blink of an eye.

I mean, I’ve made love before but NEVER like this. His eyes say I am all encompassing pleasure, peace, and joy. In Him I know I can explore until I find the answers to my every secret desire. In him there is no condemnation, I am free, free to ask any question, and free to be anything I desire. I look him in the eye and his gaze utterly destroys me. I could not be more vulnerable and at the same time feel so safe. I trust in him. I have been brought low, low as I can bear go and now, today it seems I am on the rise.

Then, in walked doubt!!

So I ask him, am I your whore? or am I your wife?

He asks (and so do I),  Is there a difference?

Does it matter the masks that we wear? What roles we play?
Which lasts longer, a marriage by the law, or a marriage of grace and mercy?
A marriage of the spirit?

Whichever you choose, that I am and that I remain until you choose to change it.

We need not tell another soul if that is our agreed upon desired.
When they ask all we need say is love provides, keep love alive. Until the time comes when we declare our love together I will remain yours in the secret place saved for we two, alone.

My fellow mankind I beg of you: Until time ends and we are full keep feeding the better angels of our nature. Keep love in mind and raise your brother up, think better of one another.
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Here’s a good riddle:

Who Am I ?

How I love you!
Words fail to explain.
How I adore you!
Where actions speak.
Wear me like regal garb,
and give me a noble life.
I am the only one who is truly yours.
I belong to you, you decide who am I?

I was with you at the beginning
I am with you in the end
I  see through your eyes
I  hear your voice, you have only one voice
I gave it to you.
I will to love you in the evening
I will to love you in the morning, and I will to love you
in the night. Past, present, and future.
I am even now giving you my pledge to be faithful while remaining enraptured by the pleasure of your company.  Yes, it’s true,
For a moment I closed my eyes, for a moment I slept. Just now, just today, I awoke, and I said:  Today is the day I am with you, and for eternity we remain together. Time is no object, there is no object.

Objects:  lie or lay. I say both!

…And now abides, faith, hope, and love, but the greatest of these is love (That’s Bible folks. ).

It is finished, Choices and opinions remain ever expanding.
May we always choose to abide in love (1 Corinthians 13).

What part of you can not be lost?
Who do you say I am?

(my personal answer is one word. If you would like to know that word, just ask. )

BIG LOVE
lil’ gini

_______________

PS –
Don’t worry my next glimpse is a little more … blue? racey? mmm, yeah, blue is good.
look for:  Your love is like __________
and other silly metaphors for love, lust, and fun.

OH and Happy Valentine’s day everyone. If you observe days like that. BIG LOVE

 

 

The Weeds & the Tares . .


No ! You read it right, not Wheat, WEED!S

I didn’t smoke much weed, cannabis, Mary Jane, Grass, Herb… Panama red, Acapulco gold,  as a youngster and I had never eaten it before 2015.

Why?
1.) It made me sleepy.
2.) It made my ears hurt
3.) I got this picture in my mind of getting really high when I was a kid, say 15 years old, 
  I was hanging at a party and then the only boy left was a good bit older and. . . well, now, I can’t remember his name. Anyway, it was late and there left together were  my really good girlfriend and myself and this one guy. We started making out and we ended up having wild  gratuitous. 1, 2, 3 yeah, you guessed it, it was that typical answer, the one in your head right now. S-E-X and I was so… I was so …Humiliated and felt so damn dirty, but I thought if I brought someone some happiness then it was worth it. The only thing it brought me was a lot of SHAME.
Well, I just got my reward for that sin, because I never remember feeling like this ever!!

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Weedus Maximus
You can smoke it, you can eat it, you can put it in your tea. It comes in wax, it comes in brownies, truffles, elixers, you name it . . . 

So, now, that I have done both eating treats and smoking some on the same day, I couldn’t be happier about it. I am going to do  it more often.  I had the best experience, there I was  sitting in my temporary place, in Seattle, WA

WHAT A LIFE!  Can you believe it? I mean wouldn’t you like to just take a year’s sabbatical and do that ??   Well, that is exactly what I am doing and it’s heavenly. I can do a year of this so, it’s official I’m on sabbatical from the life of Charades – I have never felt BETTER!! I am taking this time to learn to write, meditate and cogitate life.

Okay, so it dawns on me . . . I’m sitting listening to Joe Satriani after about 4 hits off of some Kush, not lemon Kush, not purple , not sure which kind of Kush . . . I’ll have to look that up and let you know.

I don’t  too know much about cannabinoid classification and all that technical stuff. I just know I have just recently rediscovered it. I have to say, for me, this is magnificent.It is nearly perfect, because, I have the time on my hands,  I am old enough to have the self-control to know when to stop, not to have anything on the schedule, therefore, I can disconnect and stay in one spot till it’s over.  . . It makes for a nearly perfect day.

I can finally relax and begin to even day-dream a little, my imagination is more active, and much, much more .  .  .  AWAKE  and alive when I’m relaxed like that.

433065442_640-1I can practice, read, write, pray for hours and be taken away to a whole new dawning of the day. . . Judge all you like and enjoy it while you do – it doesn’t bother me one bit because YOU!

You, my loving friend are not my Judge or jury. You can judge and condemn and point your finger all you like it won’t bother me a bit. In fact, I may not even notice. More than likely it is that you may be turn out to be my enemy, and my executioner.

So, Okay, back to the story . . .  I’m sitting and listening to Joe Satriani and it dawns on me . . . the reason I never smoked much pot when I was a kid.

 
Do you want to know why? I think you might like it? or, maybe not.
 
I’m listening and just relaxing and I start ascending and descending looking in when it hits me . . .BAM I mean fuckin’ bam!!! Like an act of God car hitting a dear in the headlights mmmm. . . and, . . .

AND….and . . . I moaned, right out loud, HOLY WOW . . . MMMM mMMmmm mmmmm GOOD ! NICE OH NICE > > > IT HIT ME RIGHT ON MY BUTTON, . . . and I had an orgasm. Just Sittin’ here listening to Cool # 9 having an orgasm from my coccyx  to the top of my head and back and up and out!

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THANK YOU GOD
You know, because I’m always praying . .I’m glad no one witnessed it because it was just too real! !! ! ! !! and right after I said Thank You God,
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Now, was that an epiphany in  How the LORD works through prayer or, am I just HIGH?

Is that what a cleansing feels like?
A baptism by fire?
A cleansing or an infilling is what I mean, cause it sure felt like a baptism of fire, sitting right on the top of my head!! It filled me up from bottom to top like filling a cup, or a fountain. It was supernatural.
I am thankful. 

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Joe Satriani – I Believe Lyrics

I’ve been out walking, for hours
I got something on my mind
How did we get here? Where are we going?
Why is life so hard

I read the stories, see the photographs
World‘s a crazy space
Got to hold on to my dreams
There’s just no other place
There’s just no other place

I believe
We can change anything
I believe
We can rise above it
I believe

You Tube Video – I Believe -J. Satriani

There’s a reason for everything
I believe
In my dream

I’ve seen the shadows, of the living
I’ve seen them turn and walk away
And I keep searching, for the right words
To send these thoughts away

There’s a picture, I like to look at
A picture of a beautiful face
And I see something, in her eyes
Sends me to a better place
Sends me to a better place

I believe
We can change anything
I believe
We can rise above it
I believe
There’s a reason for everything
I believe
In my dream
I believe
We can change anything
I believe
In my dream

Songwriters: Satriani, Joe
I Believe lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group

RALPH SMART love & wisdom


Decipher the God Program



RALPH SMART –  A
 man who is wide awake before breakfast ! 

Check out his book and internet channels !!

https://ralphsmart.com/
INFINITE WATERS DIVING DEEP

Ralph’s Youtube channel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjt7bEwtlk6A6f_CiY2ZOlQ
Infinite Waters (Diving Deep)
I very much enjoy pondering Ralph’s teachings
– He is an alchemist –

What if You Were
the Best Version of Yourself?

 

The Smartest Version.. The Wealthiest Version..
 The Happiest Version..
 Imagine the best possible version of yourself. Go beyond now.. and dive into the infinite possibilities.

See yourself where all of your relationships are at their best. Where your mind is working at its best. Where your wealth is at its most.

It’s easy to get there. But most people don’t realize that life is on a continuum. On one end, there’s the worst version of yourself. The loser. The loner. The popper.

But on the other side of the scale is your best version. Where every part of your life is optimal. And you’re about to see how you can get on the fast track to your best self.
 Here’s How…
 Inside the book Feel Alive by Ralph Smart, you’ll discover the key to the best version of yourself. You’re going to see how your mind and thoughts alter the world you experience.

How your mind drastically alters your life and how you can control it. Because if you’re not controlling your mind, then who is?

You’ll also discover the strange reason why food can block you from your best self. And how you can use the right foods to get your mind working at its best. Then you’ll be able to control your mind and in turn, your world.
 Here’s Why…
 Ralph Smart is an expert.

He’s a Psychologist, Life Coach, Author, and Counselor. He freely shares his knowledge through his Youtube channel.

Which, by the way, has over 82 million hits! Now, here’s what other people are saying about Ralph:

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I started to redesign my life right after the session. I have more positive and less negative thoughts and emotions Thank u xx.” -Amani Fallatah

I saw my past, unfold and fall away into my memories, I know what my present is, I choose to be present not absent. Listen to your inner self and connect with Ralph!” -Cameron Willet
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You can order a paperback or, if you’re ready to start right away, get the ebook version. So what are you waiting for? Click the link below and become your best self now!

 

How Long ?

Today’s glimpse is a poem which came t me this morning as I lay thinking of
1. Making my imagination more and more vivid.
2. Realizing in imagination nothing is impossible
3. Realizing I am and I am complete
4. Longing for really good sex and the ultimate full body orgasm.
5. Wishing to wake next to a warm loving body of a man and being able to spoon and be cradled in his arms.
6. For all mankind to live as the brotherhood they were meant to be.

How Long?
I can hardly wait, oh how I savor the day we finally meet 
That day tastes to me so very delicate, loving and sweet
My protector, my comforter, my keeper I bow at your feet
All my affections I give complete
My strength and my light everything I ever need
Together, there is no place we cannot go
No cavern, ocean, valley, or mountain we can not explore
No mountain too high, or valley too deep
Ever as one no person, place or thing can harm us,
And no person, place or thing will separate us –
For together we are complete

It is your caress I seek. Your passion that lights me 
Your tender kisses and arms around me
Your breath so warm and soft on my skin
Your eyes, the windows where I see your heart
Set aside, just for me. It brings an overwhelming joy
A feeling beyond words so much so I am  
Soaring like an eagle.
I am forever young, forever strong

Resurrected, alive again and invincible.
At your touch, I tremble and squeal with delight
I’m begging you, touch my every part
Give me your all from finish to start.

Your loyalty, devotion, and precious love surround me.

Who might my knight in shining armor be?

Is it really you?
Or is it just me?  


Better yet, inside and out my rescue, salvation, my glory is WE.

I beg you on bended knee, for love’s sake stay and love in harmony.   
Be At One.
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~ virginia marie winslow mclaughlin gin, gini, ginia, hey you.
Oh that I would finally have one name!

BIG LOVE lil’ gini