Falling To Pieces

And what a glorious glipse this is:

Sh, sha, shah, shattered  (shay-ooobey)

Did you ever study the subject Rock in the Bible?

The link below is to a cross reference if you would like to take a peek under that proverbial hood.

Rock Bible Cross Reference

Ponder this, if you will

“Every child born of woman says, I am! That is the fragmented rock. In the end, when the fragments gather together to form one being, you – wearing your face – will realize no one exists independent of your perception, for the world is contained within your own wonderful human imagination, and projected by you.” Neville Goddard


Onward and upward to
Mr. Chris Cornell,
Mrs. TDS “Riff of the Day, Queen of all Metal” Davis,
Ben Graves,
D. & S. Winslow …,
C. Gilliam…. ” and every beloved one who passes passes through this valley of the shadow of death.

Fear no evil. Be still and know I am within you and you are within me. Imagine above all, in all, and  through all.

God is One.


In Your Thoughts

Guilty Pleasure confession number 1:

I love to be alone, get stoned, and just cogitate, and write, and dream, the best days are when I can dream and let it all go . . .

Instructions for proceeding if you choose to engage in them: Take a few deep breaths, relax, let go, melt and say to yourself I have all the time in the world (so long as I am not overbooked, ha, ha, ha) repeat until you are ready for a bible reference!  Ready? Go!

The book of Ecclesiaties Chapter 10 verse 20

” Do not curse a king even in your thoughts, and do not curse the rich while in your bedroom; for a bird might report what you are thinking, or some winged creature might repeat your words. “
In other words, and the simplest of terms, mind your thoughts.

Think about what you are thinking about.

But you knew that.

Even us “po-folks” can be guilty of jealousy or being miserly, and envious. Guilty of assumption, that is. It’s pretty easy to envy the “rich”. I know I have many times. It never helped my situation, not once.  
In fact, it only made me more miserable, in turn, all could see around me was misery. Now, I don’t know about you but, me, I do not want to feel that anymore.  THAT”S IT !! I’m refusing misery.

I resolve to recognize when I begin down a path of misery and complaining in my self-talk, my inward thoughts and when I do, I will Stop, forgive, think again and choose grace, and gratefulness instead. YEAH ! No more bitterness, or envy.

I choose to be, happy and contented with what I have, and yet, ever able to expand, grow and improve.

I choose to live now, I choose life on the inside first.

Signs follow depending upon your attitude:



It’s a good day!

Guilty Pleasure confession number 1:
I love to be alone, get stoned, and just cogitate, mull things over and write, and dream, the best days are when I can dream and let it all go . . . and write what is in my heart.
Who said that? HAF


lil’ gini

A choice . . .

Today’s Glimpse of Glory :

Once upon a time, a co-worker, his name is Wayne, accused me of being too happy.
He said to me: How do you stay so happy all the time? and No one can be that happy.

I don’t recall what my answer was then. But today is a new day, the present day, and my gift for today was when  I realized this: Sure no one is happy all the time, but for the most part, I am contented, my needs are met and so I am happy. Nothing wrong with that, nothing wrong with me.  Come to think of it, that is how I stay happy by being grateful for what I do have and not always living in want. Sure not 24/7, but most of the time. I work at it too, I work at it a lot. Happiness doesn’t necessarily come naturally. It’s an attitude that must be maintained.

Don’t Worry Be Happy !


1. joyous, joyful, blithe, cheerful, merry, contented, blissful, satisfied. 3. favorable, propitious; successful, prosperous. 4. appropriate, fitting, opportune, pertinent.

I was happy, I am happy, and I will be happy.  I Am Happy. I am happier today than I have been since I was a child.

What a relief!happiness1-300x284
I am happy and truthfully, I’ve always been happy, I just had amnesia for a while, I forgot to just be who I am, and part of, a big part of who I am is happy.

 I am happy and today add to happiness with valor in the battle to bring down all the circumstances and thoughts that would try to tell me otherwise. I exercise my right to live happy in my strange and wonderful world.

I think that when all we want for ourselves, that is, our children, friends, relatives, our neighbors is to live in peace and be happy then the world is a much better place to be. 

Today, my answer to Wayne:  I act happy because I am happy
(except when I’m not ….lol)!

Be governed by love and wisdom.

My wisdom:  Take some time today to do something fun, and if you can’t find the time, then take it, take something you are already doing and infuse it with happy, enjoy some fun!

lil’ gini

Just for fun, some links to definitions of happy:  ps- https://www.merriam-webster.com/thesaurus/happy
pps – http://biblehub.com/greek/3107.htm

Just for fun 🙂

Finally Free from God

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Today is special. I’m finally free from God.
For a long time, I have been searching for God. He is said to be omnipresent. But I found him omniabsent everywhere I looked. Perhaps I did not look for him at the right place. Perhaps he is not an external reality, as the Catholic Church has been telling us. To them, God is objective and his works can be discovered in what has been called the natural law and in the form of this physical world. But to me, that there is a physical world does not necessarily point to the true existence of a creator. It may be wrong to imagine that the world needs a creator or has one. The world simply is. We may ask who created it. But that does not mean that it is a meaningful question simply because we assume that there is an answer to this…

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Blake and Me

I am finding that William Blake is a man after my own heart.

“Trembling I sit day and night, my friends are astonished at me,

Yet they forgive my wanderings, I rest not from my great task!
To open the Eternal Worlds, to open the immortal Eyes Of Man
Inward into the World Of Thought: into Eternity
Ever expanding in the Bosom Of God, the Human Imagination.

O’ Saviour pour upon my thy Spirit of meekness and love: Annihilate the Selfhood in me, be thou all my life!  Guide my hand which trembles exceedingly upon the rock of ages,”

William Blake (28 November 1757 – 12 August 1827)

I am finding that William Blake is a man after my own heart.

The following is a Poison-Pen work in progress:

To the Beloved, alive in Him who was and is and is to come.

The one who alone says; I am He, And there is no god besides Me; It is I who put to death and give life. I have wounded and it is I who heal, And there is no one who can deliver from My hand.

From Imagination to reality he descends to meet me.

From reality to Imagination he meets me in our secret place.
The secret place of the Most High, that is where my heart lies
on this the most glorious of days.

Awaken now and come to me.
Come let me whisper in your ear
Let me bathe you is the warmth of my breath on your skin
And the touch of my hand.

Speak to me in  synchronic tongues
And hear my reply in soft loving whispers
Hear me softly say shalom,
Be still and know
my peace I give to you

.  .  .  .  blah drivel, drivel who can I turn to ?? ??  Irony, thy name is three-fold.

BIG LOVE lil’gini

The Mirror

A self check inner dialog.
These are my blanks. Try filling in your own, it’s fun.

Okay, The looking glass are you ready to take a peak into your reflection?

What speaks to your heart the most?  Sense/real  or nonsense/make believe ?

I’m in the middle, okay the greater indications point towards nonsense. 

The paradigm shift ?
Yes, please,  many shifts abound.

The Rabbit hole ?
So far it is a wonderous adventure. Magnificent filled with new and eye-opening experience every new day. For right now, I think I’ll stay.

Are men the creatures of Circumstance OR are  Circumstances the creatures of men?

Mmmm good one!

In light of the fact that we are individually fully responsible for our own thoughts, intentions, actions and or reactions.  Of a truth circumstances are the creatures of men. We reap what we sow, according to your faith, what you truly believe on the inside and give life to everyday so be it unto you. 

Earthly man having a spiritual experience
Spiritual man having an earthly experience

From Within or From Without
Both – as I am within so I see my reflection without

From above or From below
Again, Both.

In matter of the will Evil or Good we choose

Which side are you on Or is your mirror one sided?
My mirror is united in spirit and reality. Now, it’s time to fall in love.